PLEASE READ THESE TERMS:Y Tuesday, September 14, 2004Y
4:19 pm
I've missed blogging my SeaDragon...sacrificed over 6 days for nothingness...zilch zero nada... I know I mentioned champers the last i blogged, but seriously, the only toasting I'll be doing anytime soon is to somehow stuff myself into flat 67's grimy oven and proceed to cook myself for 3 hrs...hopefully at the end of all that cooking u'll get a hideously decadent mass of stuffed goose.
Its been 40 mins since I finished the last unfinished sentence of my unfinished essay in my utterly uninspiring Corporate Governance Test. In case ur wondering, the weightage of this test was a whopping 20%. What is the opportunity cost of doing well in this test...no wait, I didnt do well..it basically stank to the high heavens- I know I'm flirting with failure....
**shudders**
Back to opportunity costs...lets see, I basically paid for my dismal performance by consuming wayyy too much Queer Eye, Idol, the Practice, OC (btw, dont forget the 2nd part is on today)...goshers..have turned into a TV addict, when i used to abhor the invention just a few short months ago. Also, where I shud have been considering the relative merits of current cost accounting over historic cost, I was quite happily riding the waves on the net...shamelessly researching tattoo designs, and checking out Panjabi MCs latest brand of Mundiya-ness while attempting to do the hippy hippy sheikh with my latest acquisition of some 2kgs of lavash bread....had the nerve to go shopping & proceed to cook with reckless abandon-all this when I shoulda been faithfully digesting all that Watt, Zimmerman et al had to theorize....
Yes, I deserve to do badly.
No, I am not crying ... just blindly furious with myself.
This test was relatively ace-able, something I would have no probs accomplishing under *normal* circumstances....BUT things just dont seem normal anymore...heck, nothings been normal since I came to this place! I cant seem to summon the inspiration to study. Is it bad fengshui? Have I got the lighting all wrong? Maybe I'm washing my hair too often...or not often enough...which has lead to my bout with insomnia...is there a connection...should i quit my job...when was the last time i attempted working....or maybe IT IS THE blasted lighting...I knew I shoulda gone for white lights....am I goin loco????
And all this has got me seriously worried! I cant even seem to write with the usual elan (stop rolling ur eyes!!)..
I am so disappointed with the self. I know blogs shouldnt be about something as mundane as doing badly in a test...but i cant help it-i pretty much take it for granted that i can always conjure up something decent in tests... sometimes effortlessly....and now, I'm staring at the brink of failure. Maybe its G*D's way of telling me "look here u lazy arse, this is how it feels to be slow & wooly headed...now u know not to mock at ppl who are slower than u are"...
gah!
Gonna be back
Stronger!! ....a few scraps...but Wiser!
And again, huge ups to the big guy up there-no, lovelies I didnt mean maintenance...its actually a higher force ;) ..for waking me from this listless slumber, before things became too late, oh well...u thank him too, or else u'll be left a rotten, festering side of goose curry to clean up...
Note to the LOML: Dont worry too much abt the olde' dragon...she's just nursing a shamelessly bruised ego!
And baybe..., ur uncorking some Cristal come December...I'm gonna make it a cause for celebration...u perv-i didnt mean THAT!!!
